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Resolutions

I find myself degrading a lot after since last year. Whatever I plan and target just ‘wosh~’, gone. Probably I did not pray enough. Probably I did not give a maximum push to things I do. Or I just simply never get the chance. Whenever I flashback my previous life, I don’t really quite believe what I had done and achieved so far. Its like a dream which I don’t seem to belong to.

New year new resolutions. Hope I get a better script to act this year…

failure….

i climb…

As i go upper, spectators watch and cheer…

They watch me…

As i go higher, i feel difficult to breathe…

i struggle but carry on…it can’t be that bad…

They cheer…

More passerby stop to watch too…

To the “top”…

Is that really what i want?

i go on…

Cheers give strength…

So lonely up here…

Cold and unfamiliar…

Few more steps to the peak…

i slip…

Accidentally step on a marble…

A hard fall…

Nobody help me up…

They still cheer…

Faraway from me…

i scream…

i cry like i never cry before…

i feel lost…

For a moment i lost hope…

“Its okay, Peiling,” they say…

i gather myself up on feet…

Not ready to carry on…

i saw many weird faces looking at me as they pass by…

i am left behind at my own pace…

i will have to run once i recovered…