I find myself degrading a lot after since last year. Whatever I plan and target just ‘wosh~’, gone. Probably I did not pray enough. Probably I did not give a maximum push to things I do. Or I just simply never get the chance. Whenever I flashback my previous life, I don’t really quite believe what I had done and achieved so far. Its like a dream which I don’t seem to belong to.
New year new resolutions. Hope I get a better script to act this year…
i climb…
As i go upper, spectators watch and cheer…
They watch me…
As i go higher, i feel difficult to breathe…
i struggle but carry on…it can’t be that bad…
They cheer…
More passerby stop to watch too…
To the “top”…
Is that really what i want?
i go on…
Cheers give strength…
So lonely up here…
Cold and unfamiliar…
Few more steps to the peak…
i slip…
Accidentally step on a marble…
A hard fall…
Nobody help me up…
They still cheer…
Faraway from me…
i scream…
i cry like i never cry before…
i feel lost…
For a moment i lost hope…
“Its okay, Peiling,” they say…
i gather myself up on feet…
Not ready to carry on…
i saw many weird faces looking at me as they pass by…
i am left behind at my own pace…
i will have to run once i recovered…
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